And we're back

So we got cable and the internet in the house today..Thank goodness...My mailbox was FULL!!! I've been trying to check my email at my extern site (which I've been told is fine, but I still feel kind of bad doing it) and I can't go over to my mom & dad's all the damn time to check my email. So E was off today and the cable guy came and hooked it up. We have cable in the master bedroom and downstairs plus wireless internet throughout the house for about $75/month, and thats a super good price.

So Im pretty sure my period is FINALLY over...In the TMI department..this was the longest and heaviest period I've had since BEFORE I went on BC (which was when I was 15). It was extremely painful as well. It reminded me why I went on BC. Long cycles, horrible cramps and tons of blood. Im a little bit anemic from the amount of blood that I've lost. It's not good news. BUT, Im glad my body decided to have a period all by itself, even though it's been over 60 days since my "period." I really don't know if what happened in July was a period or not. I bled, very lightly for 2 days (the 18th & the 19th) and I had regular periods in May & June and it was around the same time I would have expected a period in July. But then I had not period whatsoever in August or September. So I don't know. Im hoping this one is "normal." I was having 31-33 day cycles, so I think I'll ovulate sometime next week. I bought ovulation predictors since my cycle is so wacky. It was $15 for SEVEN. So I better get it right. I need to buy the ones off the computer but Im not sure where you go. Is there an ovulation predictor e-store? Also, E keeps being off and on about having a baby. 2 days ago he was super excited, couldn't wait to get pregnant, and then last night he "wasn't sure." But at the same time, he doesn't want to take an precautions so that we don't have a baby and was with me when I bought the o-predictor tests. So I don't know. I think he's nervous about what a big step a baby would be. It would mean HE would have to grow up. We'll see what happened.

I also forgot to mention..My good friend Becca had her baby boy, Allen Dean on September 27th. He was about 3 weeks earlier, he was due October 15th. He weighed 6lbs 7oz with lots of beautiful black hair..So congratulations to Becca & Jeremy!!!!

Okay, I believe that is all for now. E is working until midnight in Middletown (such an original name for a town) and I need to go to bed. Im exhausted. Night

Im a MRS

Im back and Im a married lady!!! YAY!! The wedding was phenomenal. I can't even begin to tell you how beautiful and awesome and amazing it was. I just, there aren't even words. There were about 200 people and we danced all night long, the food was amazing, the bridesmaid were gorgeous, my dress was HOT, but I just can't describe it. It was just fantastic. I couldn't have asked for anything more. I have about a jillion thank you notes to do. We just got back from Gatlinburg about 30 minutes ago, which was also awesome. And let me tell you a little secret, we thought, for about 2 days that I was PG (cause we had sex a few days before our wedding, but don't tell) and as it turns out, it was just PMS. NICE. I haven't had a period since June/July and I get it on my HONEYMOON!? OMG!! Terrible. At least it came at the end of the week instead of the beginning, cause that would have really sucked. On top of that, I was SUPER emotional last Sunday and Monday, crying for no reason etc. It really scared Evan..lol cause I am not a crier. I think the enormity of what we had done just hit me, and I wasn't upset or nervous, I think I just held it all in for weeks and it just manifested in tears, but I also felt sick for two days, so bad that we had to find a doctor in Pigeon Forge, TN and they said I had viral gastroenteritis, or a fancy word for the stomach flu. So they gave me some meds for that and I felt much better. It was a really fun week and we are planning on going back for our 1 year anniversary. So I am finally allowed to say, we are trying to have a baby!!! Evan wasn't sure if he wanted to start trying so soon, but we talked about it on the honeymoon, while we thought I was pregnant, and he said "you know, I really would like to have a baby." So I guess that puts me in the TTC process, and I am excited about it. This was the 1st time I was really sad to see my period. I wanted to have a honeymoon baby, but thats okay. Since my periods are so off (I had some bleeding in July, but it wasn't a real period) apparently I have like 70 day cycles, ttc could be a challenge for us, and I know that the doctors arent gonna do anything until we've been trying for a year, but I may still get set up with an ob/gyn since I have "real" insurance now. Hopefully w/in the next 2 weeks we will get the internet set up at our house so that I can update more often. Now, Im off to read my favorites and see how everyone is doing.

So yeah, TOMORROW

TOMORROW is our WEDDING DAY!!! OMG The nerves have completely kicked in. I haven't eaten hardly anything today and when I have I've felt sick to my stomach, and I am exhausted, seriously. But Im so ready to be married, really, and kind of ready for all this to be over. And Im not excited yet because of the illness/anxiety/exhaustion, but I will be tomorrow. Anyway, thats all for now, because I have to go to the rehearsal.