Happy Birthday Baby Girl!!!

Happy Birthday my sweet Moo-Moo!!!

Today my Moo is 3 years old!! She's getting so big! Let me tell you about Moo. I was super worried when she started preschool, as she is T's granddaughter and I was worried about her having special treatment. She is now the absolute light of my life...and can I tell you a secret? I think my Viv in heaven sent her to me. I think, had Viv been born, and been around, she would be Moo. Moo is smart, funny, beautiful, loving, and an all around good kid, and she does get special treatment, from ME!!! LOL!!! I know, it's terrible. She's spoiled rotten and I love her so much! She told me she loved me when she was here last week (a big step for a 2 year old). So Happy Birthday Moo Moo!! Big Moo loves you!!

WTF!?

Can you please explain why future sis-in-law is all of the sudden causing MASSIVE amounts of drama!?!??!!? I think I know the reason, but that doesn't make it okay or right. Ughh, and then she is two faced and askes me & E to go to dinner w/her and her current ass-face. I'd rather eat glue.

Wedding Stuff

Okay..I need assvice...on wedding shoes..Here are the choices
Gold Sparklies
My FAVE (in the gold or the latte, my wedding colors are cinnamon/chocolate brown and my dress is a champagne/gold color)
Bling
Dead Sexy
Sandal
Diamonds are a girls BF

Im tired

So Im exhausted because Im going on about 3-4 hours over the last 2 days. Because Im scared when im home alone. I know, wtf? Im 25, and I still have fears. Not to mention the police car parked in the driveway, I know, retarded, but Im still scared and have trouble sleeping. If I had a firearm or a dog I'd be good to go. But I don't have either one, so afraid I stay.

Work: Has been okay. The boss CONTINUES accepting babies, therefore we have about 50 million now. All I do, ALL DAY LONG, is change diapers. It makes me not ever want to have multiples. Not that I would say no, it's just like an all day long piss & shit fest. Ahh the fantastic life of a preschool teacher. We have these two twin 18mo. olds and they are kind of delayed (not really sure why) but their mom has been crazazy and today she came in and the kids looked rode hard,and she started sobbing and I was like "D what's wrong?" Her mom died last night! She was just in the preschool a month ago. She had cancer and got pneumonia. They were going to start chemo Monday. Insane. It's just like, life, poof, gone. Also, we have more then 1 family REALLY taking advantage of the boss & her kind heart. If it was me, and you were more then 2 weeks behind in your payments, which pay the staff's SALARIES, you'd be gone and that's all there'd be to it. It's just ridiculous. We had water day today, it was okay, the kids love it, so thats all that matters, it just takes FOREVER to get them changed and ready for lunch. The big kids eat lunch outside, but the babies have to eat inside (where the little chairs & tables, and high chairs are) and we have to start like 30 minutes b/f lunch and we still run behind. Friday is just a long day. Oh & tell me why the new schedule was posted and a few of the teachers were already trying to change their hours!? The schedule was made for a REASON!! Seeing as the boss is also my mom in her free time, when these people bitch, I get to hear all about it. I told them "if you are going to change your hours, I don't want to hear one word about it." Because I will get bitched out for what they have done. Oh and someone asked for 2 weeks off!! Are you serious!? For an "urgent family matter" that takes place for 2 weeks in the middle of July. When I think urgent, I think NOW, not in 3 weeks. I don't know, maybe Im just a cold-hearted bitch. Either way, it makes me pissy. Onward!

School: I start clin 2 on Monday. And IBC still hasn't received my transcript (SURPRISE) so Im like, fuck it, I'll just take that retarded class online. I went and talked to financial aid yesterday, and I only owe $49 for the next 3 months (yay) and I only owe about $300 for the last quarter Im there (or $96/mo) which I can totally handle. So that makes me super happy. And a few quarters ago, the financial aid moron told me my finally bill would be upwards of $25,000 that I'd have to pay back. The lady I talked to yesterday (who is a godsend) showed me my final bill and that I've already paid off $2000, will only be $17,000. Much better!! It's $210/mo. I can handle that. Im not too excited about the teacher I have for clins since she is a moron and trying to be stuck up the directors butt, but we'll see how it goes. Im nervous because we do injections/IV/blood draw/lab tests, but my sweet Candice will be in there, so thats A+ good news. Moving on!

Wedding: Is less then 100 days away. 13 weeks from now actually. So thats fun, minus the 10 jillion things I have to do. And my MOH isn't communicating with me and a bridesmaid is being a cuntface. So thats neat news. My mom still doesn't have a dress, neither does his mom, 2 BM dresses came in today, who knows when they'll get in to try them on because, well read above. We almost have the invitations finished, and they are GORGEOUS. I absolutely love them. I will take a picture of one and post it once I figure out how to get my pictures on my computer (insert retarded comment here.) My aunt Cheryl is making my jewelry and it is beautiful and my aunt Tammy is helping to put together the centerpieces which are also, hopefully, gonna be fantastic. I want a different pair of shoes (mine just aren't wedding-ing enough), I still have to get my undergarments, my garters (I want Colts ones), book the honeymoon, get/make bridesmaid gifts, ring bearer gifts, get the guys fitted for their tuxes, pick a cake, meet with the baker, finalize the reception & rehearsal meals etc. There's more, but Im tired.

Okay..if you wanna see some of my wedding stuff, I'll post links in a few :) I know, not everyone wants to see my wedding stuff, but lets pretend everyone does.

kdla;fdas'

So tired. 3 hours of sleep. Need nap. More later

Wow

Big ol' update coming on Friday or tomorrow..Depending on when I get some time but if you'll notice..there are only 100 DAYS until the wedding!!! OMG!!!!! It's 13 weeks from Friday!!! More later.


PS: Oral surgery went well, Vicodin & Tylenol 3 is good times, but more on that on the big update. Thank you so much for the well wishes!!
PPS: Sometimes, pepole are way to fucking nosey and may need to be bitch slapped

Umm scared shitless

Tomorrow at 8:00am I am having oral surgery done that will involve filling 4 cavities, and extensive peridontal work. It will take 3-4 hours and Im only having half of my mouth done. The other half will be done on July 22nd. I am so scared it makes me kind of sick just thinking about it. And not the surgery part, the pain part. See, it's costing $5000 just to do the procedure. To be sedated, which would be using an anesthesiologist, would have been another $3000. You can see the whole story on previous posts. Anyway, we decided against an $8000 procedure when we learned that the dentist can give me pills that knock me out and supposedly make me "forget" what happened. I don't want to feel ANYTHING!!! And Im worried I might. I have taken 2 Valium tonight (and i don't really feel any different, maybe a little more tired and have some GI discomfort) and tomorrow morning at 7am Im supposed to take 1 Halcyon tablet, which is supposed to start the non-remembering process. I get 2 more when I get to the dentist which they say will knock me out and I won't remember anything. As the surgery progresses, if I need more, they give me more. The tablets are given sublingually, so they don't have to wake me up to make me swallow or anything. After surgery, i have to be watched for 24 hours because thats how long the amnesia affects can last. So no work for me tomorow. Hopefully Im back to normal on Tuesday because Im supposed to have Moo-Moo Tuesday and Wednesday to celebrate her birthday. Ughh, seriously, I am SO SCARED. I've never had an extensive procedure done just using oral sedatives. With my wisdom teeth I was hooked up to an IV. But also at that time, I had a special little thing called dental insurance, which I don't currently and this HAS to be done before the wedding. So there you have it. Im like avoiding going to sleep cause I don't want to do this in the AM. Oh and get this, the dentist said "unless you absolutely need it, we don't prescribe pain pills" Umm, honey, you go ahead and write that prescription out because I will be needing it. My pain threshold is VERY low. Plus 4 hours of oral surgery and I don't even get the fun of a Vicodin? Nope, not happening. Ugh, I need to try and get some sleep. I feel sick.

Absent, but now present

Sorry for the lack of posts lately....Finals are now over. I had one more on Thursday night (Pathophysiology) and definitely got some bad news that night. More on that later.
We are getting ready to go to a family bridal shower (in Evansville, IN) at 12:30 followed by a family wedding (in New Albany, IN) at 7:30 (is it just me or is that a REALLY late time for a wedding to start?) It's a byoc (bring your own chair) or sit on a hay bale. So thats should give you a lovely mental picture. Anyway, when I have some more time, which I will soon, here is what I need to cover.
1. COM 105 & IBC "loosing" my transcript
2. Have A Nice Day Cafe & Setting up my friends (and why that may have been a bad decision)
3. PS 1250
4. Wedding Stuff


For now, I must run. I'll be back tomorrow :)

MOA & Pharmacology

Those are my two finals for tonight..Not to mention I got told that I have to retake a class I received a C in, and was told that grade is "fine" and I wouldnt have to retake the class. Now, SURPRISE, I do. Also, at ISU, I had A's in ALL of my Comm classes and the last one I took was a COM 400 class, so Im pretty sure I don't need to take COMM 105. This is complete assanine bullshit. And this school has no record of ever receiving my transcript. Of course they don't. If arson wasn't illegal...

*$E(*#)$

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I know it's small things, but right now, this is how I feel. I just want to cry, sleep, smack something because everything is so ridiculous and I just don't know which way is up. Ughh, can I get a Valium?

Happy Fathers Day

Daddy...I love you!!

Good heavens

3 posts in one day?! What?! Did I just see the white horse of the apocalypse go riding down the street? This is a "quick bitch." Why in the hell did my teacher see fit to send us a 16 page pathophysiology study guide and an 8 page MOA study guide? Along with the 8 page Pharmacology study guide? My printer is loosing it's mind, and rightfully so. I was thinking 4 pages MAYBE. Oh hell no, 9593030302 gabillion pages later, my printer is threatening me with bodily harm. Ughh.

Another baby..

Congratulations to my aunt & uncle who are expecting baby #3 on or around January 7, 2009!!!









Now let me tell you the real story. These 2 are not very good parents in that their children have NO boundaries/rules/discipline & their children are also MONSTERS!!! These people are both 40+ and have never had responsibility in their lives. My aunt is my dad's youngest sister (she is 16 years younger then him) and has pretty much acted like she is 16 years old her whole life. Now you may say that having children is a responsibility...not when you expect everyone else to take care of them on whim. They were in Arkansas for the wedding, and seriously, they proved to everyone in our family why they aren't my ringbearer and flower girl. I can't even tell you what a third child to this family is gonna do. I know that every baby is a blessing, I just wish that the parents knew how to PARENT. Ahh, we'll see how it goes..

Green is the new black

All of the sudden, I have an urge to have things be green & blue (but mostly green). No idea why, Im just loving the color. This came to me this morning in the shower since my shampoo is blue and my new body wash is green (and scented green apple & pear, amazing!!). So hence the new format for the blog. Yay!

Today is NOT the day

Do you ever have a day when it seems like it was just a COMPLETE waste of time to even attempt doing anything? Or there was so much DRAMA and TOTAL FUCKERY going on that you just wanted to choke someone? Maybe thats just me. The ONLY good part of this day was that I got my period, on my very own, with no medical intervention (it took 36 days, but I did it!) Im going to bed. Hopefully we don't float away from all this rain tonight.

A new word

I learned a new word that I am now in love with..."fuckery" As in "I am so sick of the constant fuckery that I have to deal with at work/school." Seriously, that pretty much describes my life currently. I have a paper due in 4 hours and 40 minutes that I am yet to start on, there's drama at work, and complete fuckery in the wedding party. Ahhh, fantastic. Im lagging on the commenting because of all this. I will be back on the NCLM horse by tomorrow night. Please don't be mad because Im still trying to read everyone and I miss Aunt Becky, super E_Sharp, and DC. I shall make a miraculous return soon.


***An addition***
Complete Fuckery: Unleaded $4.19, Super Unleaded $4.29, Premium $4.39

Burned out

Thats how I feel right about now. I have this HUGE packet due in about 2 hours for pathophysiology and it has 5 parts (one that is THIRTY questions alone) and I've done two parts of it. I just can't bring myself to do anymore. Im just sitting here contemplating how this will affect my grade if I don't do anymore. I know I won't fail, not even close, because I have a 98% in the class, but still. I just can't bring myself to do it. I had SO much homework yesterday and over the weekend and I love how one teacher thinks HER class is the only one I have so she assigns as much work as possible. For this same class, I have a paper due on Thursday. So thats awesome. I don't know what to do. Im contemplating going home but then I'll probably miss her handing out the review sheet oh and we have a test in there today, so I have to at least stay for that. Awesome. Seriously, shoot me.

PRAY

****PLEASE PRAY****
It is currently POURING down rain, hailing, it looks like a hurricane in Indiana. It's terrible and they are calling for 3-8 MORE inches of rain. We are already UNDER WATER. There are towns that have been demolished, and my work is currently taking in water, it's just a really bad situation. We need this rain to STOP. Please keep Indiana in your prayers and I'll update when I can.

Brain Damage

50 drug notecards..typed, printed cut out, binded: check
2 Pharmacology Study Guides: nope
1 Pharmacology Packet: nope
1 Physiology packet: nope
1 paper on Albinism: nope

I feel hopelessly screwed and why did I lay down for a 30 minute nap and slept for 2.5 HOURS?! Ugh. Now I have more to do and less time to do it in. I think Im headed toward permenant brain damage. Not to mention that everything I have to do has to be typed so my eyes hurt (8 hours ALONE on the computer yesterday) and my head hurts. It's good times. Shoot me now.

Whiny

I had to post again today because my last post made me sound kind of whiny. Im not, I think it has to do with all this rain, but sometimes, when someone else is suffering, it kind of makes you remember what you have been through as well. But seriously, everything is okay in my neck of woods. Im working on my 50 drug cards (that I've had assigned for almost 11 weeks but am JUST NOW working on) and my paper for pathophysiology. Yeah Im a slacker. Oh and here is a question for my blog readers..What if you had a friend that liked to take narcotics, not only for the pain relieving element, but for the *high* as well? And you started to look at her and realize that maybe there is a problem. Now, so far, the drugs have been prescribed to her, but she ran out a few days ago and contacted a mutual friend to see if she had any. What do you do in this situation? Im kind of at a standstill right now. Thank you!!

***UPDATE***
I just found out from my mom & dad that our church is flooded because of all the rain. Currently it has about a foot of standing water which they are currently trying to pump out (unsuccessfully at this point) Our preschool, where I work, is located in the basement where all of the water is, so therefore all of our classrooms have standing water as well. Because of the almost 86 year old pipes in the building, this was bound to happen, in a good way, Im glad it was today because trying to call 70 children's parents to come pick them up, isnt easy. Please be in prayer that this gets cleaned up by Monday, otherwise, we won't be having school. And a small prayer for a day w/o rain, or 5 would be good too so everyone in Indiana could dry out a little bit. There is just no place for the water to go. Thank you!!

Loss

There's a lot of loss in the blogsphere right now...I just can't comprehend all of. Seriously, it makes God out to be such a jerk. I know everything happens for a reason, but how do you tell that to someone who is loosing their fourth pregnancy? Or someone who's husband was diagnosed w/cancer a few days before she gave birth to their second child? Or to someone who lost twins, and can't stop thinking about the "if only's?" I just don't understand. And I feel like my loss stories just don't compare. I don't know where God was the day my grandma had a brain aneurysm and died at my cousins wedding in a blink of an eye. Where was he when my grandpa went in for a routing hip replacement surgery and the nurse overdosed him with morphine and he died? Where was he when my baby left my body only a few months of knowing her? I just, I don't know. Im just lost, and I don't know what to say to these people going through loss except that happier, brighter days do come, and it might take awhile, but they are there. And me (and I know a lot of other readers) are here just to listen to you vent, hold your hand, and cry with you as you experience these things.

So frustrated!

This is a venting post. Please don't take offense. As someone kindly reminded me, having ADHD is not easy to live with. It is not my intent to offend anyone, Im just very frustrated and don't know where else to turn. Thanks a million


Evan failed his police tests. They said that the cumulative score of the written test, physical exam, and oral interview wasn't enough to move on. This is the THIRD time he has failed in one year. Seriously...Let me tell you the story. He has wanted to be a police officer all of his life. So he has tried out for IMPD twice and ISP once. He failed the final step for IMPD in November (he was 37 seconds slow for the run) and has since taken up exercising every morning for an hour or more. He is in good shape (as far as I know.) He failed the ISP exam because he was late for the interview and this time, he tells me after the fact, that he "forgot" his Adderrall (for his ADHD) before the interview?!?!? WHAT?! I am so upset and kind of angry with him. He is 23, he should not have to be reminded to take the medication he knows keeps him from being jittery/hyper. Am I wrong to think that if you want something really bad you do EVERYTHING to make it happen? Well, everything in your power? Please tell me Im not crazy. For instance, I want to be a nurse. I am going to school 20 hours a week and working 40+ hours a week to make this happen. I have not missed more then 2 classes a quarter and I am never late and my assignments are always very well done and on time, because I want this! Just tell me Im not nuts for being frustrated. He says he is going to try again for both. I think he needs to take a break, refresh, and then go back to trying again. I don't know. Today has just been a high frustration day because he seems to need a fire lit under his ass in order to get him to do anything!!! Like get an apartment in Indy, get transferred etc. Im just pissy. Sorry for the rant, but I just really had to.

Umm..good Lord

Okay, so since my super cool graphics are NOT working...

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!

In a kind of sort of way. The most prominent annoucement in my world right now...My friend Brittany will be adding to her family on or around January 12, 2009!!! Can you believe that? I've never known this many pregnant people in my whole, let alone at the same time. May I also say that I am INSANELY jealous? I want a little baby so bad. It's crazy. It's exciting that she is PG, but she and her boyfriend of 3 years broke up about 6 weeks ago and now, poof, she's pregnant. So she doesn't know what she's going to do. She really doesn't want to go back to him, and they already have one child together. But he wasn't treating her well at all and she has been so much better since she left. I don't know, but there we are. Come, drink the water & breathe the air around me if your looking to get pregnant. It's insanity (in a good way).

Yippee

Yay, I've been tagged but the wonderful & thrillinghttp://mountpg.blogspot.com/ (or E_Sharp) as she is better known. Here is the idea..
The meme originated over an idea that was prompted by the book written by Larry Smith & Rachel Fershleiser, Not Quite What I Was Planning: Six Word Memoirs by Writers Famous & Obscure. It's a compliation based on the story that Hemingway once bet ten dollars that he could sum up his life in six words. His words were-For Sale: Baby Shoes, Never Worn.
1. Write your own six word memoir.
2. Post it to your blog including a visual illustration if you would like.
3. Link to the person who tagged you in your post and to this original post http://bookbabie.wordpress.com/2008/02/18/6-word-memior-meme/
if possible so we can track it as it travels across the blogsphere
4. Tag 5 more blogs with links
5. Don't forget to leave a comment in the tagged blogs with an invitation to play.

Here is my 6-Word-Memoir
Love: Give and Receive without regret

And the 5 blogs I tag?
Aunt Becky (http://www.mommywantsvodka.com/)
DC (http://lupuspie.blogspot.com/)
Manda (http://herebaby.blogspot.com/)
Io (http://damnthatstork.blogspot.com/)
Nancy (http://thenewlifeofnancy.blogspot.com/)


PS: Im sure everyone has noticed that I haven't exactly mastered the art of "hyperlinking." If one could tell me how to fix this so the whole URL doesn't show up and just a link word thing, that would be fantastic!

Fearful

May I share a fear with you? Well let me start at the begining. In October of 2002 I became pregnant with my baby girl. It was COMPLETELY unplanned and a huge surprise. Not to mention the dad, had another girlfriend at the time. I was 19, in college, just starting a sorority etc. But as soon as I knew (which was about 5 seconds after the sex, sometimes you just KNOW)I was in love with my baby. But, I was alone, I didn't tell the dad or my family. I just went about daily life. I remember not having severe morning sickness but I ABHORRED smells. My nose was so sensitive, it was terrible. I went home for Christmas break on December 9 and 10 days later, I started miscarrying, the day I was going to tell my parents I was pregnant. I was devastated. I know that my baby wasn't very old, nor did I know FOR SURE that she was a girl (it was just a gut feeling) but I was so upset. I wanted her. And, to this day, I remember her EDD (07-15) and how she would be starting kindergarten this year. So here's my fear, what if I never get to experience that again? What if I do have trouble conceiving? What if I miscarry again? I know there are many women who haev gone through this, but it's kind of something more to the forefront of my mind now that Im getting ready to get married and hopefully start a family. My fiance has said he doesn't care if we cant have biological children, that we'll just adopt, which I totally agree with (being adopted myself) but on the other hand, a child will be my first blood relative. A part of me. And Im so scared I might not be able to do that again. And i feel bad because there are so many people who are going through this and have over and over and do I really have any right to be scared? I don't know, I just know that I am worried...

Felicidades (again)!!!!

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Go out to Asher & Angel who are expecting their newest family member in December!!!! I am so freakin excited (and so SO right!!)

Back at the beginning of May Angel told me her depo shot had run out and it was taking a few days to get it again. I told her "your totally gonna get pregnant." And she said "no, don't say that (they have 2 kids and are helping raise her sisters kids) and they are just fine with two, hence the depo shot. And I was like, yeah, your gonna get knocked up. Well lo and behold, she walks up behind me today and says "so guess what?" Well I knew automatically, and I screamed a little bit and she said she is still in denial. It's a surprise, but a good one. Now we just have to figure out how to add a pregnancy panel to her dress since it's already been ordered..Oh the fun!




Oh and as an added bonus, it seems around here, getting pregnant happens by breathing the air...
Leighanne: EDD 08-06-08
Katie & Joe: EDD 11-27-08
Kreshia & Dorell: EDD 12-09-08
Angel & Asher: EDD 12-23-08
Amanda & Mike: EDD 01-06-09

BAAACK

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Congratulations to Mr. & Mrs. Tim Nese!!

Finally back and out of the car!! Good lord it seemed to take FOREVER to get home. So a synopsis..
We stayed a VERY nice hotel in Bentonville, Arkansas, called SpringHill Suites by Marriott. The bed and pillows? A dream..I wanted to buy that bed and pillows from them. We were pretty busy the whole time, didn't even get to swim in the pool. But Friday night we checked in, took a little nape, and headed over my my aunt & uncles house and they had a little get together of everyone who was from out of town (most of my family, since Megan is my cousin and his friends and some family, from Pennesylvania & Maryland.) My bad, BAD cousins were there, they are 5 and 2 and they are so SO badly behaved, and their parents? Don't even go there. They have the mindset that the world should be given to them on a silver platter and that they shouldn't have to raise a hand to do anything, including, but not limited to raising and disciplining their own kids. Seriously, before this weekend my grandma thought I should have those two as my ringbearer and flowergirl (and I NEVER entertained the idea) after this weekend, not so much. They were just terrible and I don't think I could deal with their parents on my wedding day. Anyway, we stayed there until about 10, Megan and Tim and the wedding party came over after the rehearsal and we got to bed about 11. On Saturday morning we went to Pea Ridge National Battlefield, which is a battlefield in NW Arkansas from the Civil War. It was really interesting. I have been to a lot of battlefields (as the CW is kind of my dad's thing) but Evan had never been before and he thought it was really neat as well. Then we headed back to the hotel and were running late for the wedding. We made it with 10 minutes to spare. The wedding was nice. It wasn't extravagant, but Megan was GORGEOUS!! She looked so pretty (and so nervous.) There were some parts of their wedding that Evan and I would like to incorporate into ours. It was nice, made me cry because when my Uncle Mike was walking Megan down the aisle, my dad turned to me and said "thats you and me in a few months" and he had tears in his eyes and I just about lost it. But it was really neat getting to see my whole family together in one place. That so rarely happens. So the reception was at an art gallery in Rogers, by the University of Arkansas, and it was different and nice. The DJ wasn't so good because he was using a computer and it kept skipping and kept coming out at different volumes. The cake was very rich and it was pretty as well. They had a sit-down dinner that had 3 different kinds of meat, mashed potatoes, green beans, rolls, and salad and.....an OPEN BAR!!! Nice! I've decided we need one of those at our wedding except for the fact that it is the grooms family's job to pay for that and I don't Evan's family will. I told him to ask his dad, but they'll probably say now, which means we will be footing the bill for that one because I doubt highly my parents will pay for it. But anyway, we left the wedding around 11:30 and headed home this morning about 9:00am. So it took us about ll hours to get there and it wasn't that bad. My knee was just really acting up. And I found out that the whole Wolfe (and now Nese) family plans on coming for my wedding. Megan & Tim told me they've already booked their flight as has Lauren and Matthew, so we'll see if Mike & Sanna show up. Anyway, Im exhausted, I need to go catch up on my commenting and go to bed. More tomorrow.