Insult to Injury

So I haven't mentioned this because it feels like a constant f*cking repeat..But miscarriage #9 was confirmed today. Awesome. We decided to start "trying" again in April and somehow just looked at each other and got pregnant. My periods have been super long as of late so I didn't test until I was about 2 weeks late. And then lost the baby. So, just to recap, new job, miscarriage, possible cancer issue. I've never leaned on my faith more then I am RIGHT NOW. Seriously. There's almost no moment that I'm not praying.